Ice

Maybe some part of me wants to remember today. Maybe months from now I want to remember this date and see what happen and then see what changed. Probably nothing would have changed and I dont want to hope for more but somtimes the mind works in overdrive and the heart is just abit more active. Idk whether what was said would materialize and I shall refrain from thinking because it serves no purpose. Need some clarity and direction and I know that somehow You will provide. Like how You always provide. Need a listening ear tonight and need some sleep but nobody is around and somehow silence can be quite defeaning as well. I know I am babbling but strangely I find comfort in this. And maybe I just want to remain status quo and not complicate my life. Then again one small part of me is wishing that things can change. How far and to what extent I am unclear but is this what You really want for my life? Let things ppay out in the next few weeks I guess.

Balance

At the end of the day I know my mind will once again travel back to this place, those nights, it will travel through every corner and road I have crossed, and it will wander away again.

I dont know whats in store but I know. it is only when I leave that I will see the significance of it all. Things have changed quite alot and I am very thankful.