Sometimes, I don’t dare to write/type down exactly what’s been on my heart for so long. It feels like once those words are etched out on somewhere concrete, they just materialize and what was once previously ‘nothing’ suddenly transforms into a ‘something’.
Like when a person drops all her books on the floor in front of us, and just because we see what happens, we have an obligation to help her pick up all her stuff. When people say something is ‘out of sight, out of mind’, do they really mean it?
So many things I want to say, but I don’t know where to start. Or maybe, just some part deep within me is just wishing the words in the mind will magically disappear forever, then everything can seem normal and fine. Does it work that way?
So scared of what's to come, this time ten times stronger because everything feels too good to be true and so uncertain right now. Let's just wait and see what happens. Stop screwing things up self, please.
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