It matters

Whenever I revisit my blogs and reread my posts over again, most of the time the content is so ambiguous that I can barely remember what the topic I was writing about was actually about. And I know this time it probably will be the same. Every flower starts off being a seed, which then slowly germinates and grows under care. I see that something is there, something is budding but it is but a mere opportunity. How to know what comes in the future? I cannot see and I cannot tell for sure, but I know with constant observation and chances this might become something tangible and worth it. Lord, if this is what You intend for my life, may it blossom and bear fruit and be pleasing to You. 

On hindsight, life has been hectic but on the whole, generally good to me. Many setbacks have happened, but at the same time, plentiful blessings of which I will document another time. For a short time now, I have a breather and time to restabilize myself (yay holidays!) and then off I go again to face another chapter of my life. And I am really looking forward to it! But I have also learnt that when one door opens, the other that has been left opened for a pretty long time has to be fully closed, and in my heart I cannot bear to do so just yet.. preparing myself emotionally for the change. I am sure it will be eventful. Thank You God.