Repeat

Everytime it starts out the same

Everytime I am tempted to venture further

Everytime I get caught up in a tangle

Everytime it does not end well

This time will not be like every other time

I will keep a distance

I will not fall

I will not think.

Whisked away

I don't know why all these old feelings are coming back but maybe its a sign that I am becoming freer and not so stressed up.

Reminder to self; when you closed the door to that temporary room, you left all these feeling and memories behind. You locked it and got rid of the key so that the emotions would not come back. And you will stick to this decision and not regret anything that has or has not been done. And more importantly, you will not start digging up old dirt to try finding out the truth because it will not do anyone any good.

So many questions, all unanswered, but I don't want to go back there. Move on, didn't they say?