Wednesday, December 25, 2013

#30daychallenge Day 12

First of all, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! ^^

The Christmas spirit bug hit me a few days ago, and I was in the mood to write a story, and so doing, resume my hiatus from my #30daychallenge blogging. I know (for the millionth time) that I haven't been doing this faithfully, but I promise I will try! December has been a really busy month for me, so hope that you who are reading this understands!

Anyway I shall not go on and on like an old hag! Shall leave all of you with this short Christmas story, am actually really excited to share it with you all even though it may not be up to standards. Your biggest present to me would be to show some support and read on =P Haha!

#30daychallenge Day 12
A Special Christmas Post!
"The Heart of Christmas"


Faith sat by the sandbox at the playground she used to frequent since she was a kid. Between her fingers she fiddled with an item of gold, it's shiny color glinting in the late afternoon sun. Finally, she had waited all week for the sun to come out from its hiding place among the clouds, providing some warmth to the otherwise cold winter season. There was nothing better than experiencing the shining sun on your back while being able to spot pure white snow on the ground at the same time. Faith smiled to herself, her favorite time of the year was here again.

Santa isn't real. The little girl repeated to herself silently after being chided by her mother earlier that morning. Faith wanted that puppy so badly. She had been watching TV and the actor had announced with glee, “As long as you tell Santa Claus your wishes, he will surely grant it to all you good children!” Faith had been so excited, she talked to Santa every single night before she fell asleep for an entire month. Christmas Eve, she got up extra early, rushed down the stairs two at a time, dashed to the Christmas tree, her eyes spotting that one big package that was waiting for her. She ripped open the package full of anticipation, only to see a toy unicorn that could blink its beady black eyes. Disappointment swelled within her and tears started to form. That Christmas Eve, Faith wasn't happy at all. Santa Claus wasn't real and wishes didn't come true.

Faith wiped her tears away as she heard a knock on the front door. Sniffing, she opened the door to find her beloved grandmother standing on the porch, wrapped in a maroon scarf and wearing a big grin on her face. Faith instantly brightened, her grandmother stayed at the other end of the city and hardly came to visit! Faith pulled her grandmother's hand, urging her to come into the house and away from the cold. As grandma unwound her scarf, she gazed fondly at Faith.

“Someone's been crying, I see! Tell grandma what can possibly make my princess sad on this happy occasion?” And Faith poured out her story, dismay evident in her voice. She was puzzled when grandma gave her a bemused look, and then laughed. Why did grandma find it funny? It wasn't!

“Oh, my dear. Santa Claus isn't real, that's true. But just because of that, would you hate Christmas? It's your favorite holiday after all.” Faith gave her grandma's words some thought. She loved Christmas. Why? And then she began to understand. Santa Claus didn't define Christmas. Santa Claus wasn't even that big a part of why she loved Christmas.

She loved playing in the knee-deep snow. She loved building snowmen and snow castles out in the front garden. She loved how she and her mother would put up the Christmas tree and dig up all the shiny baubles to hang on the shedding branches. She loved waking up on Christmas Eve morning and spotting all the presents below the tree, but more than that, she loved how all the family would sit beside the tree, tearing wrapping paper apart and appreciating their gifts together, and then having a paper ball fight afterwards. She loved that grandma came to visit and always gave her that loving smile which made her feel fuzzy inside. And most of all, she loved the feeling of warmth and comfort when the entire family sat down to eat dinner together on the evening of Christmas day itself. Her brother would give her the biggest portion of turkey knowing that was her favorite Christmas food. And after that, her parents would specially come up to her room, clear all the presents she had received off her bed, sit by her side and give her a goodnight kiss. These were all the reasons why she loved Christmas, not some silly Santa Claus.

“And besides, who needs Santa Claus when you have your grandma?” Grandma's smiled seemed to have broadened, as she pulled something from behind her back. Faith was eager to see what her grandma had brought her, and her spirits lifted just that little bit. Grandma handed her a package wrapped in red wrapping paper, and Faith could hardly contain her excitement as she tore off the paper. Before her eyes was a box of Ferero Rocher. Faith was confused, why had her grandma get her a box of chocolates? She could get them at the snack store just a street away from her house anytime.

“Why, grandma?” Faith asked, her eyes wide with curiosity.

“Do you know that Ferero Rocher has many layers? After eating the first layer of almond-coated chocolate, we then go on to eat the biscuit wafer, which covers the hardened milk chocolate layer, and beneath that, at the center of it all, is the walnut. Christmas is just like a Ferero Rocher, with many layers to it. When we think of Christmas, we think of material things like presents, Christmas trees, turkey and log cakes. All these make up the outer layers of what Christmas means. But when we look beyond all of that, we see that there is actually more. All that you mentioned before, the fuzzy feeling you get when the family sits down to dinner, the satisfaction you get when building snowmen in the snow, the way your face lights up when you open the door and see me standing in front of you in the winter cold, and likewise, the warmth I feel when I see you too, all these are the core of Christmas. When you eat the chocolate, remember what I've told you today my dear, and remember what Christmas truly means to you.”

Faith listened intently, nodding in agreement as her grandma spoke to her tenderly. She got it now. It didn't matter if there wasn't any Santa Claus with his flying reindeer. It didn't even matter if she didn't get her puppy wish granted this time. Her Christmas wish had come true. The heart of Christmas had come to her.


18th December 2013
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Maybe you might be questioning : Why Ferero Rocher? 

Actually the above story is inspired by something very personal to me, but to explain it means to launch into another long-winded story altogether. All I shall summarize is that even though everyone is so caught up in buying gifts for loved ones and other various preparations during this festive season, let us not be too carried away by the commercialization of this holiday period to forget the true meaning of Christmas: That God so loved the world He sent His son Jesus Christ to die for our sins. And in doing so, He has displayed His great love for all of us on earth. In the same way, let's remember to pay it forward and show our love to the people around us as well! Without love, there won't be any Christmas season in the first place. 

Blessed holidays everyone! ^^

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Piece Of Winter


I want to eat ice cream while walking down snow-lined pavements in the evening, watching the sun set and never having to worry about the ice cream melting because it won’t
I want to wake up on a chilly winter morning, look out of the window and see the first snowflakes leaving their delicate imprints on the glass.
I want to drive across a bridge spanning the river, watching the waves lap gently against the stone walls, watching people jog along the canals wearing track pants and pullovers instead of singlets and running shorts, because the weather is too cold and freezing.
I want to stop in the middle of some crowded street, watching live band performances on a makeshift stage along with random people I don’t know, halfway across the world, all decked in down-feather jackets and scarves and beanies, forming little puffs of air when they breathe out the cold winter air and bobbing their heads to the pop music altogether.
I want to do the things I did several years ago, and I want to do them in an unfamiliar environment that is not hot, forever-sunny Singapore. Piece of winter, why am I not part of your world right now? ):

Missing Korea too much, too much. 

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Over

I know there's a bigger world out there, and I wish to see it all. Someday, somehow, sometime I will be in a different time zone, in a different place. I've been thinking about this so much more regularly now, partly because the semester is over and so are examinations! (yay!) I'm glad that this has been such a blessed 5 months, even though it really seemed like time flashed past in a bolt of lightning. Truthfully, I made a promise to myself to make the most of this year, because IF it were to be my last semester, I wanted to end it memorably. And I couldn't have been more thankful for the way this semester turned out. Not because of my ideals and how I wanted it to be, but each and every single one of the wonderful people that made life that much brighter. I'm so glad, and if I could relive these 5 months, I wouldn't change a thing at all. Now is to look forward to next semester, and hopefully.. honours year? Trusting God so much on this, but in every circumstance, I know He has a plan for me. 

Thank you to everybody! Will post a proper post soon hopefully. Been sick with flu these few days and hoping to recover fast. God bless!